Aha.

Cyclothymia is the mood disorder I just diagnosed myself with.

I honestly fear that I suffer from it. All of the symptoms and signs are problems that I endure. My dad has an undiagnosed, severe case of bipolar. All of my relatives on my dad’s side have a history of mental illness. So it is perfectly plausible that I’m not clinically normal.

I should probably seek the opinion and diagnosis of a medical professional. Honestly, I’m relieved to learn about this disorder. This discovery of mine comforts my mind and relieves my heart knowing that there’s a possible explanation for my constant kaleidoscope of feelings, roller-coaster of emotions.

Maybe cyclothymia is the reason I am a chronic bitch.

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